Monthly Archives: September 2009

I am finally giving in. I cannot go a whole month until I see my Psychiatrist feeling like this. Last night I didn’t sleep again, and it’s making me crazy. This afternoon I started bawling for no reason and couldn’t … Continue reading →

“Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.” So today is the day I stop feeling sorry for myself. Too many times recently I catch myself thinking about my past, how much I regret … Continue reading →

I’ve been thinking a lot about what makes me happy, and because I’m materialistic (hey, at least I admit it) things I’d love to have. I have compiled a list because I’m 1) that bored and 2) because I know … Continue reading →

Today I went to see the Psychiatrist. Well, technically she’s the PA, but I relate to her more anyway. I didn’t want to post before then because I’m pretty sure by the amount of incessant whining I do here, you … Continue reading →

I wish I had something happy to report on instead of sounding like a whiny, miserable, ungrateful brat all of the time, but alas I don’t. School 1 & school 2? Fail. I’m not motivated at all, but I’m somehow … Continue reading →

Today I woke up at 3pm. Checked out the news for the day. Got ready for Phlebotomy class. Went down a one way street in downtown Penn State.. the wrong way. Went to the grocery store. Just got home an … Continue reading →

I am still here. The past week left me into a pretty bad depression. I had to start my meds again which led to sleeping through some classes, and I decided that I was just going to quit college. Because … Continue reading →

Excuse me ahead of time for this post- I’ve been off my meds for almost a week now. I know it’s not good to just stop taking meds, especially without weening off, but there are some side effects from the … Continue reading →